Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Assalamualaikum. Life is like a wheel, one day you are up (happy) and another you will be down(sad). As for me, I guess I am at the nadir or the wheel currently and I feel like it has been stationary there for quite sometime; I am waiting for it to go up.
Currently I am hit with so many dugaan and cubaan. I am still thankful to Him for blessing me with these many trials which constantly remind me how fragile and how undignified I am to Him. May this be a journey in my life that teaches me how Great is Him the Almighty.
To those who have been questioning how I am doing after NS, the answer is hectic but dull. I sincerely miss NS. Life as a medic is truly great, we get to see sick people. Unstable not only on the outside but also the inside. I am thankful that I am blessed with an opportunity to understand my society even more closely. Through the calls that I've responded to, I've learn how fragile one's life can be. Life and death can switch in just a matter of seconds. We are so boastful sometimes, as a Teacher, as a Doctor, as a Lawyer, as a President, as a Singer, as a Leader, as a Rich Fella... We are never complete people; we are imperfect. How great a Teacher can you be without a student? How great a Doctor you can be without a patient? How great a President that you can be without a nation? How great a Rich Fella you can be without the poor? Without the poor, you think you can call yourself rich? Without the sick, you think you can call yourself healthy? Without the unlucky buggers, you think you can call yourself lucky? We all need each other. There will always be someone better than us, and also always there's someone worse than us.
Anyway, I am leaving for a short trip, insyaAllah. I will talk about this trip when the time comes. I am putting everything else to a halt, now concentrating on the preparation for this trip. My hair is getting very long, looking pretty haggard now but everything will change hopefully after my return from the trip and need to prepare for university soon!!!