Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Assalamualaikum. Happy! Happy! Happy! This is the the word that I am using to describe my feelings for Siti Nurhaliza. I am very HAPPY for her. Even if I were to cry when I read the news about her marriage, it will be tears of joy! Believe me! Although her husband is 20 years older than her, as long as she is happy, I am happy. What is the use of her marrying a handsome, young chap but she's not happy? Why should she do this just for the sake of the contentment she want her fans to have? With all the different yardsticks that we all use to measure happiness, we cannot deny the happiness that she beget upon marrying Datuk Khalid Muhd Jiwa. Alright, enough of Datin Siti Nurhaliza!
I have been trying to study hard these days! Notice the word "trying". I admit that I am not a natural harworking guy. I learn things by logic. Things that don't make sense to me are very difficult to diffuse into this small brain of mine. Things like Faraday's Law, Differentiation and etc! Probability and Statistics make so much more sense than those Pure Mathematics topics.
I am really worried for Physics. I can't believe that the teachers are not putting their best and making full use of the last lesson we had befor the Prelims. I am so pissed off with some of the teachers attitude. They expect so much from the students but they themselves are hopeless! I miss my secondary school teachers! They are just so wonderful! Teachers like Mdm Zuraidah, Mr. Benjamin Yong, Mr. Chan Kwong Yee, Mrs. Linnet Chia, Ms. Yuniza, Mr Joseph Chong and Mr. Tham are always difficult to forget. I really do respect them! You know, they are so hardworking that I fear to let them down. They indirectly motivate me to study. They put in great effort to drive the students to perform to their utmost ability! Teachers in iJc are just seeking fame! this may be a sweeping statement but true for MOST!
Monday, August 21, 2006
A fairytale story...
Assalamualaikum. I just don't feel like talking about anything else except this one. Siti Nurhaliza's Wedding. That is not her wedding photo nor the picture taken during the solemnization. This is the picture taken during her outfit-fitting day. I just watched her solemnization recording. There was a live telecast just now at 10.30a.m. I am just so happy, happy and happy for her. Whoever she is married to, I am happy as long as she is happy. The happiness and the sadness are all beared by Siti Nurhaliza, not you or even me. To think about it, I felt the same way too. I no longer care about what others think of me. What matters to me now is the way God think of me. This pain I bear deep inside my heart was never once felt by my peers. So, why should I care about what they think of me. Love anyone you choose to love. Hate anyone you choose to hate. Believe whatever you choose to believe. Think the way you choose to think... Because at the end of the day, you will be the one bearing the contentment or grief!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Assalamualaikum. 2 more days before Siti Nurhaliza is married to Dato' Khalid Muhd Jiwa... I am happy for her.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Assalamualaikum. You know what, I think that I am too nice that people, even my friends, take me for granted... Ooppsss... Correction: Friends? Certainly not... They do not deserve to be called as my friends. Friends appreciate one another unlike them. To people who read this blog, I beg you not to ask who are them. I don't think they deserve your attention!
Assalamualaikum. I went to watch the final showdown of the FireWorks Festival 2006! I think it was by the team from France. I must say that it was nicer than the Singapore's one. There were so many Gold Dust and people were saying that the performance was pretty similar to that of Disneyland. Moreover, the view was perfect. I got to see it from One Fullerton and got to see the fireworks got shot off the boat in the middle of the river. Nice...but it would be nicer if I am not in the same room as the men who reek from alcohol.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Assalamualaikum. Let the picture do the talking!
Wednesday, August 9, 2006
Assalamualaikum. It was Innova's 2nd National Day Celebration yesterday. I must say that it was so much better than the previous one. During civics, everyone else was like having party and my cgmates were slogging doing Yishun Junior College's prelim paper. Sad but yes, it was beneficial. Mr. Teo asked us to complete the entire Novermber 2005 paper this holiday. Anyway, there was supposed to be a 'pot-luck' yesterday but since the Economics students having a mock exam, so we sort of called it off. Despite the cancellation, Shawn still brought 50 cups of Almond Jelly. My favourite! I ate three of them. It was so nice. Shwan's mum is super nice. Thank you Shawn and Mum. After the concert, the
MTA students went to eat at Causeway Point's BANQUET! I was spoilt for choice. At last, I decided to eat Chicken Rice. It was Suhaimi Yusoff's Choice for the Anugerah Daun Pisang. So, I decided to try it. Not bad, but I think Vista Point BANQUET's Chicken Rice is nicer. Soon after we finish eating, Gerald and I went home.
I went out again to meet my old friend, Rashid. It has been super long since I last met him. We talk and talk. Wah, he now got a girlfriend already. You know, among all my primary school friends, I am the only one still single. I should be happy celebrating my 18th year of being single. Subjugated!
After that, I went all the way to Marina Bay to meet my band friends to catch the fireworks put up by the Singapore Team in conjunction with the Fireworks Festival. They wanted to have dinner first but once we reached Marina Bay MRT Station, we have no idea where to go. The place is so secluded. We then decided to go to City Hall instead. Met Fazlan there. There were so many people there. From afar, they look like ants! We went to Marina Square and all the food outlets there were full of people and I must say that the queue at MacDonalds yesterday was the longest I've ever seen in my life so far. Then, they decided to just go to 7-Eleven to get some snacks and eat while we watch the fireworks. Hahahaha... Even the queue at the 7-Eleven was long. We reached Esplanade at 8.45p.m and sat there. At 9.00p.m sharp, the fireworks started. It was really beautiful. Haizz... You know, there're so many couples down there. So romatics. Singapore Team did a great job! i love the Gold Dust! By the way, I took some clips of it and one of them is there! Up there! Fazlan and I had a great laugh! Hahhahahaha.... Oh ya, when I got back home, I met the same exact person whom I met when I left my house that afternoon. Fate or just a coincidence?
Well, I would like to take this opportunity to say Happy 41st Birthday to my beloved country, SINGAPORE! Majulah Singapura!
Monday, August 7, 2006
It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
Too many lines
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
I never had a chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control
I start again go back to one
I'm running things my wayCan't stop me now,
I've just begun
Don't even think about it
There ain't no way about itI'm taking names, the ones of mine
Yes I'm gonna take my turn
It's time for me to finally stand alone, stand alone
I am not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real you know
It's time for me to do it
See I'm not afraidAn Excerpt from Whitney Houston's Try It On My Own
Sunday, August 6, 2006
Assalamualaikum. I stayed at home all alone yesterday and most probably I will be doing the same thing today. Did little revision this weekend. I am just going to finish up my assignments. Maybe, during the holidays, I will study. And that is only a MAYBE! Shucks! I am so bad! Lazy Bum! Ok I must wake up now. Guys, you must have heard this tonnes of times but I just want to give myself a constant reminder. Bear with me!
Time is flying so fast. I just realise that I am left with 5 weeks to be with my classmates. Sad but at the same time, happy! Certainly, there will be some people that I miss but there will also be some people that I will say, " YES! You are finally out of my sight!". Bad me but that is the reality. Why should we bother with some people who actually taking advantage of me. I am very sure they will get their retribution. I am not castigating my class but haizzz... some of them see the people in the class as their enemy! Gosh! It is like as if the laws and theories are theirs. Just how many have benefited from Newton's Law and the theories by Marie Curie!
Haiz...Can't be bothered with those people. Oh ya, there are also some good people in my class that I can call them good friends! I shall pursue for my happiness and whatever it is, biarlah rahsia
. Actually, I myself do not know what will it be. Only time will tell. I am allowing nature to take its course but certainly, I am stimulating it. My dear friend of mine share this song with me, If We Hold On Together. I heard this song before but only now I truly understand the message behind the song. This song by Diana Ross really wake me up and in a way, it brings some hope for me and it gives me some inspiration! Thanks Pal (not sure of he wants his name to be mentioned) !
Saturday, August 5, 2006
Assalamualaikum. Picture Updates!
Friday, August 4, 2006
Assalamualaikum. Gosh stuck in a dilemma... Should I follow my family to go to Malacca to visit my relatives there tonight and only come back home on Sunday's night? I said to them no, but there's a part of me that say yes, I should go. I miss my grandma's village in Malacca and also my relatives there. However, I still need to think about my studies and revision. I do not want to go there and feel the guilt for not studying while my friends are all slogging and mugging! Gosh! What should I do?