Saturday, June 30, 2007
Assalamualaikum. I am so determined to change. Change to be the old quiet Izwan. I miss that Izwan. So peaceful! At that point, nobody hate me. I wish I can go back to that old days! I miss my primary school friends! Even though some of them are not that clever like my jc-mates, they still have the HEART. Again sometimes, I hate myself for being too clever. I can sense that my primary school friends are going distance away from me. I got to know that they still keep in contact and except me, for the reason --- Izwan is clever, he is not like us. Dear primary school friends, going to JC does not change me ( maybe I am a bit chatty now). I am still like the old stupid Izwan that you guys know. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I do not care. When Hari Raya comes, I am going to go out with them. I will show it to them that I am not like other JC kids!
Had a chat with one of my course mate yesterday and he is from an ITE. He told me about a few JC guys in his company and how he hates them for being so stuck up and act as if they know everything. Then I told him something like this, "Maybe it is just a stereotype..." He replied, "Maybe no, because all of them are like that" I asked again, "Are you sure? I am from JC too!" He said,"What? You from JC too? Okay, I think I have to agree that that is a stereotype..." Thank you for thinking that I am different from them (the clever , glorious JC people) Sometimes, I wish I am not from a JC. At least I am not associated with those stuck up people. Arrgghhh... Why must it turn out this way? No wonder there is a saying, the top will go even higher and the bottom will go even lower. What will happen next when I go to university. Will my Civil Defence friends think the same way too?