Assalamualaikum. In a few more hours, I will be a NS man. Serving our glorious country like what Saddiqi said. In the afternoon, had lunch with Ismail, Kenneth and Saddiq at Bugis. Had a great laugh. Thank you guys. To Saddiq, I was just joking ya. You are not angry with me right? Kenneth, I forget to bring your birthday card. Never mind, I will pass it to you soon.
Later at night, went to have dinner with my dear classmates and Mervin's and Mirna's friends at BREEKS! at Ngee Ann City. It was a farewell dinner for Gerald, Mervin, Idhzuan and Izwan. Hahahahaha... All 4 of us will be enlisted by this week. I am going to miss you guys! thank you Bashirah, Madeleine, Lily, Ying Ying, Melissa, Mirna, Gerald, Calvin, Mervin, Idhzuan and the rest. Oh ya, about the gathering on 7th 
January 2016(7.1.2006, we are from S71 and the existence of S71 in Innova Junior College ended in 2006 so we chose 2016 because it is 10 years later) at the Teletubby Hill, I am really looking forward to it but I hope I won't look any older. Gosh! Bashirah, I will not get married first! I will come there alone. Hahahaha. Bashirah, thank you for the beautiful handmade card and the MONKEY!
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Assalamualaikum. Thank you so much to Nur Bashirah for that special entry in your blog. I feel like crying. Thank you for appreciating me like no one else does. 1 thing for sure, I will not forget you forever. Write me a letter ya! I am sorry if I can no longer be there for you as frequent as in the past!
When my relatives know that I will be enlisted in 2 days time, they were like consoling me and telling me that oh NS is becoming more civilised now and they would not torture you anyhow and blablabla... And one of my cousin advise me not to mix with those naughty boys and abide the rules and upon hearing that, her daughter who is of the same age as me said," Don't worrylah Ma, Izwan is not that kind...He will be good" What the heck, you do not know how crazy can I be. Hahahah, well thank you my dear relatives for the encouragement, advice and words of console. Thank you. I only ask for prayers from you guys so that I will return home in one piece and things will go smoothly these 2 years. 
Assalamualaikum. Went out with Bashirah and Ismail today. Still not feeling well but since I have to collect something at Orchard, I decided to just go out with them. Ismail said it was a 
shopping outing. Actually we wanted to do this long time ago but the previous time we tried to do so, we ended up buying nothing and just watched CicakMan instead. So, this time we decided to do real shopping. Hahahaha... We did not buy a lot of things but at least there are something bought. Ismail and I bought 2 tops from TOPMAN and Bashirah bought one from Dorothy Perkins(wah branded sey Bashirah). Met at 3.00 pm after the Friday prayers and we headed to Far East Plaza first. Went around and around but found nothing attractive at first. Later we went to Isetan Scotts and we bought the clothes and then ate dinner there. Talked a lot about DUKUN the Movie. Sad that DUKUN is not in Singapore's cinemas yet.
After dinner, we went back to Far East Plaza and this time round, something caught our eye. Bashirah bought a headband and I bought 2 pairs of Flip Flops. Eh Bash, did you buy the butterfly belt? I forget about this one.
Assalamualaikum. Gosh it is less than a week now. In 5 days, I will be enlisted. I am going to miss a lot of things. My computer, blogging, listening to my favourite songs, meeting my friends(I rarely do this), going to my favourite places and the list goes on...
from Singapore Civil Defence Force. Majority of my friends are in the army...stranded away in Pulau Tekong. Haizzz. Never mind. I will figure it out soon.
are happy with their life. Satisfied with the things they have... but me? I feel so... Arghh. I need to learn to be satisfied but I must not stop trying. Trying to get to the peak. Be it if I am going to be the only one who goes to the university. Be it. I should be proud to lead them. Sometimes I feel that I am selfish when I look at them. Over here, I am entering university and there, my cousins are struggling with their studies but I think again... I manage to come thus far with hard work(not sleepless night), stress... I am glad that somehow I manage to help them with their studies the other day at Malacca. How I wish I can bring all of them over here in Singapore.
I am close to my young cousins in Malaysia. It is pity that they are not here in me. I feel lonely sometimes. Felt pretty jealous when I see my friends having a great time with their cousins. The cousins here that I have in Singapore are so much older than me. Some of them already have grandchildren. I feel odd when I am with them. My sister mix well with them but not me. When Hari Raya comes, instead of talking to my relatives, I go to the kitchen to prepare drinks and stuffs or chat with my Sis's maid. Hahaha... Some people do have a problem seeing me talking with the maids...I don't care. They are still human people who deserves respect. Learning about their pay and etc, I pity them. The workload is so much and yet paid so little. Okay, 
I am digressing. Gosh! Heard that 2 of my cousins are getting married this year. I hope I will be able to leave the country to attend their wedding. Weddings there are different from the way it is done over here. There really follow the traditions and the food, walah! The food are prepared by the villagers themselves and nothing about caterers and etc. The meat are from their own poultry(except chicken because there won't be enough). They have fireworks, joget lambak, acara berinai and etc. Gosh! I do no want to miss all these. 
Assalamualaikum. Now, after getting the results, I do not know if I should be happy or otherwise. When I first set my eyes on the result slip, I was happy and actually running to find Ms. Ng. I really owe her that much. I must say that this is the BEST result I've ever obtained in Junior College. For Maths, it is just unbeliveabel. I got an E for Prelim and passing for Maths was a miracle for me. Even Ms. Ng thought I got B or C for Maths but I didn't. By the way people, I did not get A for Malay. Quite disappointed upon learning that only 1 got an A among the 10. It is pretty sad. The MT 'A' students did quite badly. I do not know which course should I apply for. I still remember the time when I pass my PSLE and were to choose 6 schools out ouf 164 secondary schools in Singapore. From 164 choices, I go down to 17 choices of Junior College and now 3 choices of local Universities. 
Assalamualaikum. Yesterday, I had a great time. Cassandra, Melvin, Kenneth and I went to Party World to sing our lungs out and to bid goodbye to our pre-results stress(didn't know that it will come back). We sang for like approximately 6 hours. Not bad. The best part was after the karaoke. Kenneth, Cassandra and I went window shopping. We went PARAGON and to boutiques like PRADA, Hugo Boss, Armani Xchange, United Colours of Benetton and etc. Love the aura in those shops. Later we went to Ngee Ann City to visit shops like Chanel, Cristian Dior, Burberry, Louis Vuitton and Hermes. Wah, it is so great. To me, these are all motivation for me to soar greater heights and believe that I can grab these stuffs one day. Now I know how lucky I am being born not rich. You know like those rich kids, they already can afford these stuffs at such a young age and therefore, little motivation (I think) is there for them to work hard and succeed one day because they have tasted the extravagant life. I want to work it out myself.
Then headed home and on the way home, had a long chat with Kenneth. We talked about a lot of stuffs. Then finally reached home at 9.30p.m. Had my first meal of the day. Gosh, I do not know how can I grow fat if I continue to be like this. Even Datuk Siti Nurhaliza is heavier than I do and the bad part is that I am taller than her. Gosh!I must EAT, EAT, EAT!