Thursday, July 6, 2006

Assalamualaikum. Got back some of the results of my Preliminary Examinations 1. Thankfully, it was only my Prelim 1 and not the latter. I just do not know how to motivate myself now to study for my next prelims. The current results in a way have dampened my spirit to study hard. Shucks!
There are just so many things in my head now. Studies, NAPHA test, NS and etc (the rest
Biarlah Rahsia). I am only left with 120 days before the 'A' Level. I need to focus and be more focussed. I know my priorities well but there are just so many of them. They are all important to me. I know I have to give up some but I do not wish to do so! 'A' Level really ruin my life! I know the eductaion level this far will be a betterment for me but it just brings me away from the life out there. You know, it is like there is two doors ahead of you. One of which leads to the 'A' Level route and the other to the hip life out there. Upon deciding to go to the 'A' Level route, you can forget about your life for the moment until it is over! 'A' Level just shut me off from my true life! I am not suggesting that your life will be deprived if you wish to go to junior college but I just can't deny it totally! Goodness! Gracious!
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