Sunday, April 23, 2006
Assalamualaikum. Went out with my family members just now. First we went to Geylang Serai to do some shopping and my mum wants to buy some groceries there. Had our breakfast there. Then, I bumped into Hannah. Wow! It has been a long, long, long time since we've met and finally, we get to meet each other. Hahaha... Next up, we went to Changi Airport. Seeing people departing and entering the departure hall, I felt the urge of wanting to go fly on the plane. I just want to go somewhere and fly there. No longer want to face the woe of my life but does that make me a hypocrite? Yup, it will I guess. Therefore, I must stand strong, rooted to the land of mine and face the music be it the daunting or the soothing one.
People say that you copycat your idol. If it is true, I don't. It is sad that I don't because she possess a lot of admirable qualities and I don't. She gets better and better from one album after another but I don't get better from test to another test. Either stagnant or worst! She knows what she wants but I don't. Until today, I still have a vague view of my future. She is able to cure many other people's dysphoria with her luring voice but I don't get to. Not that I wish for a beautiful voice but at least be able to cheer up other people's day. She gets prettier and prettier day after day, year after year. But me? Looks older and older. Not that I want to look really handsome but just hoping that I'll look better from the day before. Looking at the photographs of me in the past, I realised that I look so much better in the past.
Anyway, that idol of mine is coming up with her new album Tanskripsi (Tanscription) which will be on the sale from tomorrow onwards in Malaysia. I doubt that it will be sold here by tomorrow. Never mind, I'll be patient and wait till the end of the week and see if it has arrive in Singapore. Hope that it will! Actually, I've heard 3 of her new songs and they were great especially Biarlah Rahsia. One of the song is pretty cute, entitled Siti Situ Sana Sini. Can't wait to hear the full album. Hafiz Galmour said that this album will be a huge blow to the Malay Music Industry. Go Siti Nurhaliza.
How I wish I can create a huge blow to my society!