Monday, February 13, 2006
Assalamualaikum. I felt it all wrong when I tried to say something that is not true but I really have to do it. Sometimes, not everything is meant to be shared with your friends. Be it experience or feelings. It is not that I do not trust them but I felt that the right time has not come as yet for me to tell something that I'm keeping from them. I really hope that my friends will understand this. Also, I do not think there is a need to publicise or prattle about something that is so small. Believe me, when the time is right, the situation is right, I will make the confession to everybody. Just pray that this day will come. Today, everything just do seem right to me. A surprise announcement was made, a stupid mistake was made, a confusing friend was found, a hectic situation was realised, a misunderstanding bedazzled my mind and many more... Gosh! Things are really in a mess now. Can't believe it that there is an Integration test on Friday and I know nuts regarding the topic. Need to practice more and be more focussed. Mugging, maybe not the solution. Shiissh! There is P.E tomorrow. Wondering what are we going to do tomorrow. Oh dear, gather the strength in me to pull it through tomorrow. Give me the strength. Please...
