Friday, October 14, 2005
Assalamualaikum. Alright, let me reveal the answer to why I was nowhere at sight during the Maths paper. It is... My Grandma passed away. At 1 p.m on Monday, I was there in Innova Junior College in Learning Studio N2-2, started to do my Malay 'A' literature component paper. At that 1 p.m also, my late grandma breathe her last. It could be a so-much better situation if the paper was on the morning but ya, forget about it. The clock can never be turned back.
I really thank God. Both my grandma and grandpa called for home in the fasting month of Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Also, my sister did in the month of the Zulhijjah, just a day before Hari Arafah. People say that all the ROHs assemble at the Legendary Field of Arafah. What a coincidence, my parents were also performing their pilgrimage during that point of time. I always have the idea that actually, my late sister is joining my parents to wukuf at Arafah on the 9th Zulhijjah. That will always be in my mind. Please pardon me to those who don't understand this.
This year seems to be so challenging for me. I lose two of my love ones. Nevertheless, I don't deny that this makes me a stronger person. I believe with what some people would say that God will not test us beyond our ability and strength because He knows us best. The stronger you are (emotionally I guess; not physically), the more challenging problems that you beget. Mind you, these two are not the only challenges that I receive. To make it a balanced one, this year has been an awarding one too. Need Your guidance!
I am so thankful that I have Mr. Jimmy Teo as my Civics Tutor. He's been a real understanding and caring one. I've never met such a nice one before. Also, I thought I will never understand a single bit of the topic Superposition but after consulting him, I managed to get hold of it. And by the way, for you information, the consultation was also initiated by him. I am so ashamed and yet lucky that a TEACHER initiate to spare his time for my sake... Gosh! Now, I know if ever I have any problems with my Physics, he's the real solution to it. I wonder if one day I become a teacher, will I be as nice and caring as him? Hope so...
Oh ya, by the way. Thank you so much for those who took and still taking the initiative to read my blog and give comments, be it positive or negative ones. Regardless of which one, it will still help me to write and express as well as manifest my ideas in a better manner. i really, really, really appreciate it. Thanks so much pal! Dear friends, you are also a mirror to me which reflects everything about me. But to me, you are such a special one, because you are not only able to reflect me physically, but also emotionally.