Sunday, October 9, 2005
Assalamualaikum. I do not know where to hide my face. Behind the door? Under the table? under the bed? Inside my clothe closet? Heesh! Gosh! I do not like seeing myself in the television. Those who wonder what I am talking about, that's what I want to hear. I wish no one watch Titian Minda 2005 last night on SURIA. Gosh! I was too excited at the point of time when they announced the winner. That is so not me. I am not like that. I've always like to keep it cool! Gosh! I do not wish to be seeing myself on television again. GOSH! After watching Titian Minda last night, now I know my mistake. I should have memorise my points and need not congratulate the other debaters in my speech. I think I debated better during the 4PM's debate than during Titian Minda. I am like always trying something new. Not denying that it is something good but I won't get to expertise in one area. Also, in band I've been asked to play all the 3 saxophones. Not that I do not like it but I just want to be good on doing something which is to play my dearest Tenor Saxophone. Just like debating too. During Debate 4PM, I got to debate like what other debaters did but during Titian Minda, I did something else which was to give comments on the debate. But it is okaylah. I have to look it at the bright side and be optimistic. Now I must say, " I like to try something new" and mask a big smile on my face. Another thing, I think I should put on more weight. I think there is an imbalance between my weight and height. I must try my best to put on weight. My target is that by december 2005, my weight will be 65kg. I that is the ideal one for me but it's tough. That will be like I have to gain another 13 kg? Gosh! Easy or difficult? Only time can tell...
Assalamualaikum. I do not know where to hide my face. Behind the door? Under the table? under the bed? Inside my clothe closet? Heesh! Gosh! I do not like seeing myself in the television. Those who wonder what I am talking about, that's what I want to hear. I wish no one watch Titian Minda 2005 last night on SURIA. Gosh! I was too excited at the point of time when they announced the winner. That is so not me. I am not like that. I've always like to keep it cool! Gosh! I do not wish to be seeing myself on television again. GOSH! After watching Titian Minda last night, now I know my mistake. I should have memorise my points and need not congratulate the other debaters in my speech. I think I debated better during the 4PM's debate than during Titian Minda. I am like always trying something new. Not denying that it is something good but I won't get to expertise in one area. Also, in band I've been asked to play all the 3 saxophones. Not that I do not like it but I just want to be good on doing something which is to play my dearest Tenor Saxophone. Just like debating too. During Debate 4PM, I got to debate like what other debaters did but during Titian Minda, I did something else which was to give comments on the debate. But it is okaylah. I have to look it at the bright side and be optimistic. Now I must say, " I like to try something new" and mask a big smile on my face. Another thing, I think I should put on more weight. I think there is an imbalance between my weight and height. I must try my best to put on weight. My target is that by december 2005, my weight will be 65kg. I that is the ideal one for me but it's tough. That will be like I have to gain another 13 kg? Gosh! Easy or difficult? Only time can tell...